hey sam, 

i was just on campus signing up for my navajo language test and thought of you. i was just thinking of last summer and how i used to get all dolled up just in case i bumped into you on campus. i remember how we used to write tons of emails and chat online for hours until you got off work. i remember taking the jeep to various camping spots just to cuddle up with you.... and evening or early in the morning visits. man, that was the best summer. ahh, young love. all i really wanted to say was, I MISS YOU. 

 I LOVE YOU from head to toe! 

your best friend (forever), 

monika

Knocking Doors and Weird Dreams, Love Monika

hey hot stuff,

you know what? i really really love you. its 11:25pm, almost midnight and i'm wishing i could be in your arms. its hard to be away from you, especially when i want you to know how much i love and support you; and how much i want to encourage you as you go door to door. i hope you don't feel as discouraged tomorrow. i know you will do well. you have all that it takes to be successful in anything, you have great potential and thats one of the reasons i love you - you're so talented. you know i wouldn't be with just any joe schmoe. ;) i only want the best... and you are. i can't wait to see you again. i love you more than ever. its nice to have memories to recall and to dream about being in your arms. 

i didn't get to finish telling you the end of my dream. okay so i was in the car with my family and once my mother saw that there was a canyon ahead and the road had ended she slammed on the gas pedal and sped up in order to make the jump. i was so scared because the gap was so huge. i thought we could never make it. i closed my eyes preparing to die, all the while my mom saying that our family was going to make it.... and we did. just barely. its a good thing cuz, i would hate to have died in my dream. i was terrified. so thats the end of it. i wanted to hear your interpretation of my dream without you knowing the ending. but here it is now. you were right, i did make it. who knows what the bug thing was about though? 

i love you so much and i know things will go better tomorrow cuz i'll be praying for you. i miss you and love you and miss you and love you and miss you and love you again. (smooch!). I LOVE YOU! goodnight sugapie, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo, monika

Wedding Plans, Love Monika

hey sam,

so how was your day? i have so much to tell you. i can't wait until we can talk on the phone again. my graduation reception was great and everyone was asking about you. it was all good! i am so happy! i got to talk with my parents again this morning. everyone is so supportive. let me know what your address is so i can send you some letters, too. everyone was tripping out on the ring. great taste! i love you so much and i miss you terribly. i can't wait until we're together again! i'm so excited about everything. virginia (candi's mom) wants so badly to help with the wedding decorations. my mom and i were talking about wedding plans too. 

I LOVE YOU! LOTS & LOTS! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. but i better go to bed now since it is really late... its midnight here. i went out with darrell and chris and thier friend roxie. she's cool. her mom used to be my kindergarten teacher back in tha day. we all went bowling. fun stuff. when we got back i showed them the homestarrunner website. great laugh. i love you and have a good night. sweet dreams.

love, monika

p.s. you can choose the color quilt... it doesn't matter to me. your grandma is so sweet!