May 5, 2003

Knocking Doors and Weird Dreams, Love Monika

hey hot stuff,

you know what? i really really love you. its 11:25pm, almost midnight and i'm wishing i could be in your arms. its hard to be away from you, especially when i want you to know how much i love and support you; and how much i want to encourage you as you go door to door. i hope you don't feel as discouraged tomorrow. i know you will do well. you have all that it takes to be successful in anything, you have great potential and thats one of the reasons i love you - you're so talented. you know i wouldn't be with just any joe schmoe. ;) i only want the best... and you are. i can't wait to see you again. i love you more than ever. its nice to have memories to recall and to dream about being in your arms. 

i didn't get to finish telling you the end of my dream. okay so i was in the car with my family and once my mother saw that there was a canyon ahead and the road had ended she slammed on the gas pedal and sped up in order to make the jump. i was so scared because the gap was so huge. i thought we could never make it. i closed my eyes preparing to die, all the while my mom saying that our family was going to make it.... and we did. just barely. its a good thing cuz, i would hate to have died in my dream. i was terrified. so thats the end of it. i wanted to hear your interpretation of my dream without you knowing the ending. but here it is now. you were right, i did make it. who knows what the bug thing was about though? 

i love you so much and i know things will go better tomorrow cuz i'll be praying for you. i miss you and love you and miss you and love you and miss you and love you again. (smooch!). I LOVE YOU! goodnight sugapie, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo, monika

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