i am completely in love with this little girl of mine. i mean, i love all my children, i don't want to play favorites here. but, i just really love this itty bitty stage of life, the curiosity, the experimenting, the exploring, the little girl giggles. i love it all. and i love that in some strange way, it almost feels like i get to re-do this baby stage of life when isaiah and makayah were this age, like i stepped back in time...if that makes any sense at all. it helps that mimzy looks so much like her siblings. in fact, we have this huge collage of photos of when isaiah and makayah were babies, hanging on our kitchen wall that samiyah will sometimes point to and smile at or babble about. sam laughed out loud the other night asking, "i wonder if samiyah knows that these pictures aren't pictures of her?"
mimzy is 16 months old now. her personality is emerging and bursting through those bright eyes of hers.
she's very "helpful." she likes throwing things down the laundry shoot. sometimes she's an excellent judge of what should go down. and other times, i find the need to tape the shoot shut. once, i found a handful of clean cooking utensils in our basement clothes basket.
she's quite proud of herself. :)
like her two siblings, she loves books. she'll point, babble, and pretend to read. like makayah, she enjoys gnawing on the books, as well. i found that if i give her something to eat in one hand, the problem is solved!
on the mornings when both kids are dropped off at school, we like to hit up the grocery store for a fresh baked croissant.
we like hanging out together.
mims also likes to help with groceries.
almost...
got it!
time for the hand-off.
mims loves to eat. if she could, she'd be chomping on something all day long. however, lately she insists on feeding herself which can become quite messy. she also loves to be naked (with the exception of her diaper, of course).
naked baby+food = easy clean up.
she loves her some lentil soup! loves it so much, in fact, that she gave us a little jig while eating.
...and broke out in song mid-mouthful.
mischievous mims. she obviously wanted some cheerios. she felt she could get it down herself without waiting for mom. how did she grow tall enough to reach things on the counter?
rogue cheerios.
another houdini act of undressing. i'm going to have to duct tape her clothes on. at the same time though, i love how she chuckles right after, thinking she is so funny.
whenever she wants to go outside, or when she knows we have to pick up isaiah or makayah, she'll toddle over to the shoe basket, pick up her shoes, hand me one, and say, "BOOT!"
whenever she wants a hug, she'll scoot herself back enough to get in some running room, duck her head down, and say, "DOE!" (as in "GO!"). then she'll race towards my open arms (or sam's) and bulldoze us over with hugs.
whenever she is hungry and we aren't fast enough in accommodating her request for more food or drink, she can get quite grumpy. she'll give us her "angry eyes" and try to nip us with her little toofers in order to get our attention. she's not joking around when it comes to her food. ;)
whenever it's time to fix her hair, and i begin to gather the mop in front of her eyes, she'll let out a little kitten cry of, "owww." she doesn't fight me on it, she'll just sit there quietly saying, "ow." it makes me laugh.
whenever she wakes up from sleeping, she'll wrap her little arms tightly around my neck snuggling up to my face. this is my favorite.
whether she's sleeping or awake, i can stare at her for hours. i love watching her and admiring the perfect curve of her little button nose, i get lost in her dark, bright eyes. i love the roundness of her plump cheeks that move seamlessly into her tiny chin. i love her baby soft skin, and silky baby hair. i adore her, and if i could, and if she'd let me, i'd cuddle and stare at her all day long.
the sad part is, she'll never be this little ever again. i wish babies didn't have to grow up. i get choked up every single time i drop off isaiah and makayah at school. it makes my heart ache sending them off to their little life outside of mine. i long for more baby time with each of them, their tinniness fitting perfectly into my lap again.
somedays, when samiyah is sleeping and it's just me and the quiet, i will get on the computer and click through baby photos of them all, over and over, remembering when they were small. i know, i'm a little crazy. don't get me wrong - i love how smart, witty, funny, and talented my children have become. it's amazing to see them accomplish big kid things, and experience all that life has to offer. but, it's sad letting go, too. if only i could figure out a way to stop time and keep my babies little forever. i'm just not ready for all this growing up business.